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Apr 8, 2005

"The soul is dyed the color of its thoughts.
Think only on those things that are in line with your principles
and can bear the light of day.
The content of your character is your choice.
Day by day, what you do is who you become."

- Heraclitus -

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Notes

B|ue, my |aptop, is quite fucked. it hangs in the midd|e of it's job and i have to restart it 3 times before it performs norma||y. this year, i'mma buy another one and i guess wi|| have to hand this down to my |itt|e sister. i'm skimping up for it.
for the past weeks i have been quite down and out. i sat down for awhile and tried to figure out why my spirits were up weeks before that. i realized that i was smiling because i was listening to music, and that i had tucked my ipod away for awhile, which is the reason for the cloud hovering over my head. nowadays, thanks to the the-smaller-the-better trend that we have, i can just insert my slim little friend inside my pocket (or squeeze it between my butt-crack if liked it), turn the dial on and tick hold, and bob my head all day and hit a few notes or sing a few lines every now and then. music, like chocolate, indeed uplifts the soul.
Usually the pain doesn't last for a day, but this here is hell. I was 8 years old when i last visited the dentist. Queueing on benches tucked along walls lavishly covered in white makes me an 8-year old once again; brave enough to say "ahh" and go under the needle and suction, to spit blood and saliva, and to feel the victory upon seeing--though only in my peripheral vision--the root of my tooth over my head, knowing that it's gonna be ice cream that will eventually abate the feeling.
"Jesus wept" -- the shortest most powerful verse in the bible I know.
it's hard being a slave of habit. it's 3 am. it's raining. and the only sound i hear is the disintegrating rain on the banana leaf, and the crisp tick of my fingers on the keyboard. it's time to turn you off now. it's time to end this habit... for now.
I want to get out from this bubble. It's just a matter of "when".
LSS for today: "Hold it in. Hold it back now. Let it go. Leave it for now." and... "O tukso! layu.an mo ako!"
i'm glad the rain stopped outside. but the storm inside has not ceased to diminish.
"I Love You, RV" "Yeeeaaah right..." "You say, "I Love You Too"." *crickets* *door slam* - a conversation that took place at home. oh wait, the house... at the house.
Is it just mine, or do we all have it? I'm talking about nagging moms. Good thing she's going to Baguio this Sunday. Serenity at last (and the web's all mine again!). But don't get me wrong. I love my mom, but i want to choke her at the same time sometimes (there're so many things wrong with this sentence).

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Jan 2, 2010

To the Edge of Night by Billy Boyd

this scene from LOTR has been, for me, the most poignant in the trilogy. the irony of the gruesome dinner, the song, and the on going war, all form part of a one minute cohesion.

the song is written by billy boyd (pippin) overnight. and that is a... more

Previous videos:
Apr 21	-	US troops training Iraqi soldiers
Mar 22	-	all was well when
Mar 15	-	testing

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Aug 24, 2008

bringing back 90's

songs from the 90's
i grew up with
third eye blind
matchbox 20

still love the music they made
till now

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Sep 23	-	soda pop

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smile and sign it dammit'

o429 wrote on Sep 25, '10

i miss multiply

neilandro wrote on Oct 24, '09

i just found the theme, hehe... no talent in making my own. =P

ymby wrote on Aug 22, '09

brutiti Ü asa na ato pix??Ümgwait kos imu i upload hap..so that i can grab it..as useless I don't have enough time to upload using my camera hihi ;p Ü

wikis wrote on Jun 17, '09

wala kay kapoy set up. hehe. sige send nako nimo.

wikis wrote on Jun 11, '09

oi lagum unsa imo email? naa ko pic ipa.edit nimo. hehe=)

o429 wrote on Jun 6, '09

maka saag maning bag.ong layout sa multiply oi!!